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28 June 2008, 22:16

hey...2 days never post liao...hahas..today quite bored in church...cos after lesson went home straight as my cousin was sick...): But i did learnt a lot of things in class today...hehe(:

Why cant i just control my emotions and actions??I tried my best not to talk to him about stuffs other than church stuffs...Why my heart is so pain??I cant hardly breathe at all...So many experiences that i have experienced for relationship and liking...but why is it i cant put my feelings down without letting them see my real feelings for them??

I really dislike myself sometimes...but i cant...because I must love myself in order for me to love others...just as God love me as he love others too...WHAT MUST I DO IN ORDER FOR ME TO FORGET HIM??MUST I DRINK A PORTION FOR ME TO FORGET HIM??My mind is in a uncontrollable state now...)':

I guess he doesnt understand what i m feeling now...He's so lucky,can control emotions and pretend nothing happened..Hahas...I feel that i am a joker.One who is so stupid and idiotic to keep thinking negatively stuffs.I guess there's no one who's more stupid and idiotic than me when it comes to feelings and thinking...




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