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28 June 2008, 22:16

hey...2 days never post liao...hahas..today quite bored in church...cos after lesson went home straight as my cousin was sick...): But i did learnt a lot of things in class today...hehe(:

Why cant i just control my emotions and actions??I tried my best not to talk to him about stuffs other than church stuffs...Why my heart is so pain??I cant hardly breathe at all...So many experiences that i have experienced for relationship and liking...but why is it i cant put my feelings down without letting them see my real feelings for them??

I really dislike myself sometimes...but i cant...because I must love myself in order for me to love others...just as God love me as he love others too...WHAT MUST I DO IN ORDER FOR ME TO FORGET HIM??MUST I DRINK A PORTION FOR ME TO FORGET HIM??My mind is in a uncontrollable state now...)':

I guess he doesnt understand what i m feeling now...He's so lucky,can control emotions and pretend nothing happened..Hahas...I feel that i am a joker.One who is so stupid and idiotic to keep thinking negatively stuffs.I guess there's no one who's more stupid and idiotic than me when it comes to feelings and thinking...




26 June 2008, 20:02

hey...long time no post...hahas...Forgotten to wish Dorcas Happy belated birthday on 24th june on blog!!(: But i did rmbered to wish her on the actual day of her birthday~hehe...:D

Had a tiring but fun week in school...lessons were boring but the guys in my class was super funny and a sense of humour...Made the whole class laughed joyfully...hahas..Especially today during english lesson,when my teacher and the guys were joking with each other...(:

Need to do formal letter for english...haish..Will try to finish by today in order for me to pass up homework early and easier for me not to forget that homework...Hahas...Managed to do half of it in class...

Stayed back for cca practice on the up-coming COL...hahas...the dance instructor was so sissy and shouted so loudly that we at the other end of the hall can hear..Crazy...dont need to shout so loud what...What only!

Must stay back tmr for COL rehersal,which will definitely have to stay back till 6pm until we are allowed to go home de...hahas...

Continue to praise and serve the Lord...(:




24 June 2008, 20:08

hey,i realized i have not posted for so long yea...hahas...so the evangelistic service in church on last sat was super hyper luhh!!It was like me,rebecca,my sis,dorcas,lavelle and faith was laughing throughout the day without knowing why are we so hyper!(: I guess maybe it was because we are seeing one another from afternoon to evening..hahas..I love the hymn singing!It was so touching that tears were wanting to flow out from eyes...Thank god an amount of people came to our service..to know about our almighty God...

Went to piano lesson on sun...My piano teacher said i am improving my scales and pieces!Will keep up the good work yea!(: School reopen was bored on the first day but we had two days of p.e. as the new timetable resumed today so we must have p.e. today luhh...but luckily we did not do any tough air-conditioning but only had to run a few rounds and do sit-up,push-up...hahas...

Have to stay back on thurs and fri for cca practice for COL(Colours of Loyang),which is known as our school's commendation day..and rehersal for COL too...Will be tired but for the success of our school's performance,we will have to practice hard!(:




17 June 2008, 13:57

I guess i can only treat you as a normal friend...As this suggestion came from my cousin yesterday..when i asked her how to do when i like someone??She said just treat you as a normal friend..maybe this will make me feel better and get on with my life..I know i m not too obessed with boys now rather than last time...whereby i keep wanting to have a stead and show-off to others...I thank God for giving me this experience of relationship last year..and let me realize that getting into a relationship is not a good choice/idea at all for me at a young age..

Getting into a relationship at 20 plus old will make me understand more about guys and love...That's why i try to control myself from liking boys too much and too deep...just in case i got trapped by love and boys...I will try not to think of you too much by making myself busy!Thanks for the people who showed concern for me and gave me a piece of advice on this issue...Love you all lots!I guess friends/sisters are better than boys(:




10:05

Just came back from chalet...(: Was fun playing there but caused a unhappy mood...):


Before i went to the place,i had a birthday celebration with my mum's friendsto celebrate my mum's friend birthday...We went to pizza hut and ate a feast...Further on..we went to the handphone shop to buy a new handphone for me...which i like it so much!!(:

After that,me,my mum and sis went to the chalet...Had difficulty sleeping on the first night because my aunt was snoring so loudly that i couldn't sleep well...

The next day,we went to wild wild wet to play and they have this new game which is called Foam...showering love...something like that...cant remember the name of it...The game is like a group of people go in big surrounding...then there's one machine whereby it will produce soap(which is not any body soap)but rather a kind of substance to produce that soap...I m not sure too...hahas(;

Had dinner after all the fun...Rushed to the escape theme park because it only closes at 8pm...Rode on the car by myself...which is the first time i drove a car!!Hahas(:

Was not feeling well after the chalet...cos i played too much in the sun and cause myself to have a headache now...I better go and rest now...(: So long!




12 June 2008, 20:01

hey people!



Time passes so fast!!(: Just attended my cousin's uncle biggest celebration...and that's HIS WEDDING!!Hahas...Here are some of the photo's we took over there...The married couple are so loving and i wish them happiness!(: The bride's dress was super awesome!































And here's a group photo of bible seminar at the changi museum...BIBLE SEMINAR TOTALLY ROCKS!!I miss all of them...especially the times when we are doing toilet duties!!Hahas...


Sorry arh,i dont know how to make it portrait...(;
That was the most happiest moments i've ever had!!:D
Thanks all the counsellors,students and most importantly God to make the bible seminar a success...That's all i have to post...(:




07 June 2008, 20:19

hey people!!...I havent post my blog for a long time already...hahas...Cos i had just ended my bible seminar camp yesterday..(: WAS SUPER FUN AND MEMORABLE YEA!!XD Missed all my friends whom had attended the camp with a positive heart and mind...


You dont seem to care at all...How i wish i'll be like you,being able to put down my emotions and control my actions...I know i m irritating to you...But i just want to maintain the friendship between us yeah...No other motive...): I know you're nice person...and that's why i had admired you before...I didn't want us to be akward towards each other which is very uncomfortable and it will just make us both very upset...


I hope things will get better...May the lord guide us in everything we do...(: Dorcas,karissa,faith,amanda low and sue anne,i will pray hard for all of you in receiving the h/s yeah!"Ask and it will be given to you"...
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